But Somehow I'll Get Through It

Anyone ever tried to get through something tough? Like really tough. Like soul-shattering, heart breaking, I-feel-like-death-is-a-better-option tough?

I have. And I feel like some of you can think of a time when death felt like a better option too. Okay, maybe not death, but something pretty close to it.

Each time I was rejected or hurt, it felt like my strength over the years was diminishing. But aren't you supposed to get stronger with all the knowledge and experience you gain as you age?

I'm glad, though, for each moment of pain. Each rejection. Because it taught me to rely on God. It reminded me that He has the strength to carry my cross. And I was reminded that I AM NOT ALONE. He is with me every step of the way. And instead of feeling weaker after each rejection, He gives me the strength I thought I lost.

So dear friends, I hope you know this. I hope you know that in those deep, dark moments when you feel like the world is against you, that He is there to hear you're every thought and prayer. And if you trust in Him and give Him time, he will give you everything you've ever needed.

No, I didn't get a seven-figure job, a multimillion dollar mansion, or a brand new Mercedes-Benz after all my suffering. But God gave me happiness. And more importantly, He gave me hope again. I still don't know how things will turn out in my life. But I'm excited to see what God has planned for me. And I hope you do too!

always,